It isn’t even dark outside yet and I’m exhausted. Probably because I’m taking St. John’s Wort again and I always have fatigue for a while in the beginning. It seems to be helping though, which is good. I’ve also started to notice a pattern with my anxiety. It’s always the worst between 6 and 9 in the evening. I’m thinking that because it’s summer and I don’t have homework to do, it’s because its when I start to wind down from my day. I’ve had more free time around then too the last few weeks.
Anyway, I wish that it was later so that I could go to bed. It’s still too bright for me to sleep properly now and I’d screw up my schedule if I did. I’ve been getting up around 7 every morning and it’s wonderful. I wake up gently from the sunlight in my room and feel more refreshed. It’s nice because it gives me lots of time in the morning to be slow and lazy. I don’t feel so rushed now.
I’m really enjoying the new apartment I’ve moved to. The complex is surrounded by trees that seem to block out the rest of greensboro. Every time I drive home from work I feel like I’m headed into my own little retreat. It’s really nice.
I wanted to blog more, but I can’t really remember what it was I wanted to say. More later, perhaps.
